School

So, School started already last week, 2nd of March. First and second day of orientation was Uber tiring T__T

Then there was the 'official' first day of school which I thought our teacher was gonna give a Math test but it turned out that it was postponed to the next day.

The 'second' day was... well, you could say memorable. But not in a good way because I found out something that was heartbreaking- my sincerity was doubt, from my friend. It hurt me, and it hurt me deep...

On that night, I went to Nac-chan's place to have a horror movie night. KaoCHO and I were late. The others were watching Lake Dead when we arrived. The movie was... umm... 'not good' especially if a kid, like Miharu :P, was there to watch it, too.

I got sick the next day and found out(not from the doctor) that it was because I had Chlorine overdose. Yea... Stomach acted up and I had to 'dispose' of my internal digested food through my mouth. As a result, I lay and slept on the sofa(I didn't wanna sleep on my own bed) for more than 20hours a day. The only time where I actually got out of 'bed' was when I had to go toilet. It was torturing...

Sadly, my life so far since school started was... sigh, miserable...

WTH?! x___x

Ughh~! Stupid computer project! I love computer. The thing is, i HATE Database and we have to hand in a database of a company completed with reports. It's freakin' confusing. i don't even know what to write in my stock control database.

You see, I'm making a database on the stocks of my dad's company. They sell car spare parts. And we all know that one kind of part or whatever has a lot of brands witch is further categories into more models for different cars. It can go up to 200 types.
My sensei asked me to choose one model only out of a million and use that in my database. I don't know but it's quite impossible because not all models are applicable any cars *sigh*

I should have chose stock control after all...
*feeling lifeless. Picked up a syringe with nothing inside but air and move right hand toward left hand are thinking of injecting myself with air. Ughh~ x____x* *Like Real!*

Feeling Miserable?

This is a story i got from somewhere.


As i jumped off the building,

• I saw the known loving couple in the 1oF hitting each other.

• I saw the usually tough and strong Yamada-san in the 9F crying.

• In the 8F, Maya-chan just found out that her fiancee was sleeping with her best friend.

• I saw Baba taking her daily anti- depression medicine in the 7F.

• In the 6F, I saw jobless Shizuka- san still buys 7 newpapers to search for a job.

• In the 5F, I saw much respected Wong- san trying on his wife's undergarment.

• In the 4F, I saw Sakura- chan fighting with her boyfriend again.

• The old man on the 3F everyday hope that someone would come by and pay him a visit.

• In the 2F, I saw that Megumi- chan still staring at the picture of her lost husband since half a year ago.

Before I jump off the building, I thought I was the most unlucky person.
Now, I realised everyone has their problems and worries.
After I had seen all this, I found out, in fact I wasn't that bad at all.

The people I saw just now is looking at me now.
I think after they see me, they might feel that they are not that miserable after all.

It's Nice to be Important but it's more Important to be NICE