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A Chinese girl, who is usually mistaken for another race, living in a small peaceful country, Brunei. I can be very patriotic at time and despite the absence of nightlife in the country, I love our Brunei to bits! Keep reading my blogs if you wanna keep up with me and life! x P.S. I like reading food labels and their nutrition facts.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Some Random Questions Tagged by Dee

Tagged by KaoCHO! :3 (RANDOM NESSSSS!! YOOOOO!! *HUGGLES, GLOMPS, TACKLES, KISSES CHEEK, LICKS CHEEK, PICKS UP AND RUNS AROUND LIKE NUTS SCREAMING MOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF*)
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
First I'll ask for an explanation. Then if its something like "I was trying to protect you" or something similar then I' ll love him more. I think....
OR
Otherwise, I' ll shout at him first. then slice him into pieces using a chainsaw and let him burn in hell. Later, I' ll cry and get REALLY depress. Don' t care about anything anymore- even the nature.

#2 if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
World peace. But of course Yin and Yang still has to keep going. *tsk tsk*

#3 If your house was on fire, what is the one thing you would take to preserve?
My PC.

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
Go for further studies. Donate some to the Needies. Open my own business (hotel, restaurent, school, fashion boutique) and so much more but it'll probably be finish after I open all my business anyway.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Bishonen, caring, loving, DO NOT waste especially food, likes children, has cooking skills, Taller than me (ideal: 6ft), romantic, has a sense of humour, sometimes naugthy, creative, knows how to surprise people(i LOVE surprises). Can't think of anything else right now.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Wow! what a question. That I don't know. Maybe until I can' t hold it in anymore? or maybe when he's about to be snatched by some girl *bleh(I'm so gonna kill her!)*

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Well, is he engaged or married? If not, then I' ll be his friend and try to make him like me :)

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Knowing that this earth isn't gonna live long. the other one is a secret, so yea... heh~ ^^


#10 What cheers you up the fastest ?
having fun and jokes. watching video/ movie/ dramas.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
A pretty, slender lady =P with a boyfriend/ husband and a succesful job living and maybe happy.

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends. Can' t live without them!

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
crazy-Japan fan, loaded, sometimes mean, sometimes nice. she used to be a girl who's moody and all but not any more. I think... o_O

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single & Rich. I mean like if you're poor then you'll maybe often have arguments with your husband about $MONEY$ then the family will break and you'll be single again and POOR.

#15 what do you do during the holidays?
Buy new movies/ dramas and watch them, chat, surf the net, blog, EAT and SLEEP, clean up the house, slumber at my cousin's place, shopping and Eat more.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
Not if I' m REALLY in love. Honestly.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one whose less of a playboy and care about me more. I think... Well, you can' t predict the future right? *Except for me =P*

#18 what type of friends do you like?
Understanding, doesn't always talk behind someones back- like a friend i currently have- I mean sorry man! but I really don't like it sometimes when people talk behind another's back, the topic that we talk about won' t always be about that him/herself, joker, trustworthy, sociable



people that I'm tagging:
  1. Jeffrey Chin
  2. Miharu
  3. Natsume
  4. Assie

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

A Change In My Life: If Only I Did Not Do It

I remember that day so vividly. It was during year- end school holiday and I was only in Year Nine that time. Haruhi was my best friend ever since pre- school. We would do everything together. Telling each other secrets that we would never tell anyone else.

I am older than Haruhi by 6 months. She was half a foot shorter than me. However, she had the most beautiful silky hair than any other students' I had ever seen. Her hair was dark brown in colour and she had lovely hazel coloured eyes. She lived half a kilometre away from my house so we would occasionally go to each others house to have fun.

It was Sunday morning when mother and father got a phone call from the company they are working in to gather for an emergency meeting to discuss about the problems of the company's stock market. They left me at home, trusting that I would behave myself. Mother said that I could invite Haruhi over to accompany me. So I did and Haruhi said she would be here as soon as she got dressed up.

Haruhi arrived fifteen- minutes later wearing a dirty green tank top with a black baggy cargo pants. She always looked so casual yet so lovely and sweet like a candy store in anything. Everyone loved her. I invited her into the house and played Monopoly. We eventually got bored with the game and stop playing. That was when everything started. I suggested that we took a drive and head downtown to the a mall. However, Haruhi was worried since I did not have my driving licence yet. I was only 14 years old. However, I managed to convince her to go on a ride with me by saying that I had practiced driving several times already.

I started the engine and drove down the drive way. I drove a little too fast without realising. In addition, I drove with an increasingly constant acceleration and caught up with a lorry carrying a bunch of logs. It stopped suddenly and I was not able to step on the brake in time. We crashed into the back of the lorry and logs from it fell off and landed on top of our car. The car was squashed and we were trapped inside .

I turned my head to check whether Haruhi was alright but she was bleeding and looked as if a fish was out on a shore. She tried grasping for air. When I looked closely, a broken piece of the windscreen had pierced through her shoulder and a few fragments were stuck onto her neck. For the last time, she turned her head to face me and gave me her sweetest smile ever.

The ambulance arrived a few minutes later, someone must had called them. The paramedics took us out slowly and carefully. My legs hurt. Apparently, I had broke them but Haruhi was in a more critical condition. When the ambulance arrived at the hospital, I was rushed straight to the emergency room. I did not know what happened to Haruhi until the next day when I asked mother. She said that Haruhi did not make it. She had died on the way to the hospital due to lack of oxygen because her lungs ruptured.

I cried that whole week and could not sleep nor had the appetite to eat for months. I lost my best friend due to my foolishness. Until now, I could not forgive myself of what had happened.


*This is an essay I wrote for my English class dated on 13th March 2008. This story not true.*

Lesson of the day- I know you kids out there are naughty and want to try out something new. However, if you break the law, you have to prepare to face the consequences.
NOTHING IS FREE. Believe me.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

yay!

Weee~ my rice cooker's working again =) I don't know what my older brother did to it... o__O Yay! thank you.

To Mee- chan:

Hey man! I think you got the wrong idea of what I was thinking x__x This time, we dont connect. No antenna for this.
I was just playing along with Makku-kun when I said "Ahhh Fat thighs of mine!. Bleh." You know how the he always teases me with that. The truth is I DONT CARE. Really~ Its just fun when he teases. I dont know why o__O

So dont worry about that Mee- chan.


Lesson of the day: When you're having exam, swithch off your internet or you'll be in hell like me T__T I cant even concentrate in revising my work. This doesnt apply to all of you but I know most have this problem too. Esp. Dee.

Monday, May 26, 2008

x___x

Here, i got a new one. Its part of a conversation in MSN with Maxx:
Here we go~

Kuroru- says:
good good
Kuroru- says:
what do u think of my blog?
Kuroru- says:
like honestly?

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
Hmm
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
Its fine
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
Pretty interesting
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
since I get to learn new stuff
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
and
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
sometimes gross. o_O *talking about the frog still*

Kuroru- says:
ahahhahaha lmao
Kuroru- says:
lmao

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
o_o Why do you keep laughing?

Kuroru- says:
lmao means im laughing it out loud

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
Vote at my new poll!
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
I know that
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
I want to know WHY you're laughing

Kuroru- says:
lol means im giggling only

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
btw it means laughing my ass off
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
XD;;

Kuroru- says:
i know
Kuroru- says:
listen to me

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
o_O
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
You're giggling, why?
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
Vote at my new poll!

Kuroru- says:
hahhah means im only laughing inside which mean im only smiling/ not smiling at all

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
o___o
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
XD;; You're not making any sense

Kuroru- says:
giggle for me means not laugh out that much coz its not that funny
Kuroru- says:
lmao

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
x__x
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
AGH stop confusing meeee!!

Kuroru- says:
lmao
Kuroru- says:
hahaahahha

-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
e_o
Kuroru- says:
=P
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
I think I'll post this on my blog
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
XD;;
-[.мαxx.]FUUL&_awake&AWAY;_ ゥィ ★★C says:
and see who actually understands


So, Do you guys understand?? lol.
leave a comment on this after you read it, yea?

Broken T__T

My Mum asked me to cook some rice for lunch T___T but the rice cooker's broken T___T now i have to cook it using Gas. So I didnt eat rice for lunch. Cooked my own spaghetti bolognese instead. Yumm~ What?? you think i didnt cook my rice? Of course i did. Its call responsibility. I do have a family you know. They NEED to eat. FYI that's how we get our energy. not by drinking some glucose drink. Well... yea we do have glucose drink here but that's for instant energy only not for long-term.

Lesson of the day: Do not put the rice cooker's pot into the cooker when it's still wet. So whip it dry first! Or you'll face the same problem as mine. *Dont even think about breaking your cooker so you could eat bolognese o___O*

So what now??

Weeeee~ biology Practical Exam was abit harder tha i imagined. Guess what came out?? Something about temperature of animal in a group and alone... hah?? o_O the test tube was made as a metaphor for it. =_=" I thought that question was easier than the second one which is about plants. but NOO. Yes, we do have to cut the allamanda flower into half. Ahhh! I didnt really actually revised that plant topic. my instinct told me that that topic will DEFINATELY come out. and it did T__T but i did look through though :P Thanks to my weirdly function memory(I really forget things easily~ dont know why.), i was able to remember the allamanda diagram we learnt in bio class.

This morning like about 10mins to 8am before the exam started, Dee,Vee, Mee (yes. thats their new nickname that I just made up like 1sec ago ^^) and I were talking to each other about our blog.
Then Mee came up with the subject "what does the K in your URL stand for?" (to Vee).
Vee didnt want to answer so we stared at her O.O Well, she insist on not telling us. Then thanks to my super smart -_-" yet weird functioning brain, I was able to find out the meaning. told Mee bout it then she told Dee. Mee started guessing the meaning of the word(although she knew already. just trying to play along with Vee :D Vee didnt know that we knew hahaha) by saying random Teacher's name starting with the letter K.
Guess what i said. Kamari! lol.
I was like "Hey, that sounds familiar... Is there any teacher name Kamari in our school?? I cant recall any x__x"
Vee and Mee were like "yea, that sound familiar. who's name is that?"
Dee: "Why are you naming my father's name?!"
Vee, Mee and I: "Oh ya! that's her father's name!" *in "aww" as if we found out something new*
I: "Then why did I say T. Kamari?? Who was I suppose to say anyway?"
Vee: "I think you wanted to say- T. Omari?"
I: "Oh ya! that it."
Then they started laughing at me O_O Haiz... so yea.

That one of how funny my brain can function T_T

P.S. Sorry guys. Im not allowed to reveal what K actually means.But let me give you a clue.

It starts with letter 'K'
hahah. yea I know its lame =P Live with it.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

:'( HELP

I know im not suppose to go online but....

Im Not posting this for fun.


Pink: Dear Mr. President



(Not the official Video of pink)

Skillet: Looking for angels






Help them. They need you...
*Not referring to Pink and Skillet*

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Frogs


Frog Migration: Omen to China Earthquake Disaster

On May 5th, many Chinese locals noticed thousands of frogs on the move. They were seen traveling without fear of traffic as they crossed streets in mass floods.





May13 2008




I got the videos from youtube. Thousands and thousands of people died because of naturtal disaster. Yes, these disaster are natural and not man-made BUT these things happen also because of human. Climate change because of the greenhouse effects etc.

Im sure none of you people out there would want to see anymore of these. So act NOW or there is no more later. Conserve and do not waste etc. We can make a difference.

FROGS!!!


I found this video and its gross :

A Three Headed Frog

Friday, May 23, 2008

Watch This

we all know that there was a typhoon that hit Myanmar recently and it cost alot of lives.
then there was an earthquake after the disaster in Myanmar.

I found a video in Youtube about a phenomenon that happened 30 mins before the 2008 Sichuan earthquake in China.




GTG. Its raining here. I'll post again NOT so soon besause of me Exam.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Guess What??

Arrgh! Im sooooo dead! im suppose to be studying right now for my upcoming exam which is like what...? In 2 days time! Im so dead. im so dead. Just cant help myself from going online :P cant resist...

my lil bro sprained his neck. ouch! pity him. He went to see a traditional massager already. that guy was suppose to make my brother feel better but NOOO. instead he made it worse. now his neck is sprained, painful and swollen. cant even turn his head. he hadnt been to school for 5days straight already. and his mid year exam is in the coming week. well, good luck to him.

Didnt go training last night. wonder what happened??

OMG! OMG! i saw a spongebob trash can last week at euroclassic. I wanna buy!!! but its sooo freaking expensive for a bin. haiz... maybe next time.

Oh ya! it was Miharu's Bday yeasterday. guess what i got her. two bottles of nail polish-pink and black- and a box of smarties choco. yumm~~

Natsume wasnt herself this morning. she wasnt in the mood for anything. thats just soooo wrong~ but i dont blame her. people's like that sometimes. well maybe 98.999999...% of the world's population has that moment before :

Oh sh*t! I wasted one hour already. gotta go now. NEED to study for my exam.

P.S. If u guys were wondering what training i've been going to, keep wondering coz im not gonna tell. heh~

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

First blog!

Ey! im like in school right now. the computer lab. we're having our electives now.

Ok now the reason im creating this blog. its because of Miharu. I mean i cant just let her do it alone. we rise together, we fall together. and of course get punished together too. that's what we learned during training :P

Exam is less than a week. and wanna know something? I havent start revising yet T_T Gonna start tonight.
Gambatte!!! GO GO GO! really i have to.

I moved to my new room already- two days ago. At last! I've been waiting for one year. well actually one and a half. wait! maybe two.... or two and a half? hahaha I forget :P

so... im just done writing in Sasadi's book. like the top 15 qualities i find in a guy. well you guys out there dont need to satisfy all but..... yea.

okay! GTG. its almost recess. need to go or i'll get scolded hah~!