Goals Before End of 2009

1. Pass my AS level with flying colours- doubt I'll get an A for English but hope I can get A for Math.
2. Fly to Jakarta- to buy all those things that I need for my upcoming project.
3. Cosplay- YES! I would definitely want to do it. IF i do go to Jakarta, then I'll most prolly cosplay.
4. Photoshoot- A collaboration with Sol. Theme is yet to be confirm yet but we might have an idea already ;)
5. Loss weight- this needs to be achieve before any of those above, except point 1, can be carried out.

Alrighty, so the harderst part here is to suppress the insatiable desire for food. GAHHH.

Simmy-

4th day of the 8th month of the 9th year of the 2nd A.D. Millennium

WOO HOOO! Guess what happened to me today :D

I got lectured/ scolded by my older brother T_T

He waited for my for almost half an hour in school during the hottest hour of the day so he could take me home but unfortunately I didn't see him >.<

GAHHH He should have come out of the car :(

and and and it was so excruciatingly hot today! Gomenasai bro!

(In my defense, his car is gray coloured. So camouflaged by the gray road)

Later on, I had to rush to the nearby library after taking my shower and some research because I had to copy EXACTLY, said sir Naeem, an opening to two novel written by classic authors for my English class like Stephen King's and Jane Austen or something.

So, I decided on Dan Brown's and Dean Koontz's. Digital Fortress and The Face respectively. I'm not sure whether they're good enough or not though...

Alright, laters!

*GASP*

OMG!!!

I noticed that these pictures of 雅-Miyavi was taken before he went solo... RIGHT?!!! When he was still in Due le Quartz? A very strong proof could be his body arts. They aren't there!!! He was clean!! Spotless. But still sexy *purr* ;P

I LOVE YOU, 雅!!!

P.S. I do not owe any of these pictures.

GAHH is such a great word to express your feelings >__>

Original Timetable

Key: L represents our period block. so, eg. L1 means period block 1.

You see, I requested to be changed from AS literature (ASL) L4 to English AS (EAS) L5 where my former L5 was Math and so my Math was changed to L4. This happened during break.


Then at the end of the day, I found out that I was shuffled from Bio L1 to L3 where my former L3 was my Private Study time (PS). So, now my PS is L1 and I wanna change from EAS L5 to L1 because i think/ assume that students in L5 are all ace students in english.


So, if i change from eas L5 to PS L1, my PS will be L5. This is what i wish but i dont know if the admin will allow to me to change.


But then, even if they allow me to change my EAS to L1, there is a chance that they might shift ASL L4(former block) to PS L1. so my L4 will be my new PS which i dont want to be in.

And im suppose to write a request letter for my shifting and I dont even knw how to write it since every of my blocks are jumbled up. Should I write it base on my new timetable or should I write it based on my old one...? If i write it based on my old one, then my PS will be in L5.

Or maybe I shouldnt change at all :S

GAHH!

URGENT!!

I can't seem to get the song 'Because it's you' by Kangta. It was the song that he sang on the tv show, Xman. My adobe audition won't support the video.

And I can't get my hands on 'A snowing Day', 'Illusion' and 'The Best'. All by Kangta.

So, anyone who has these songs. Please, and I mean PLEASE give em to me :3 I'll really appreciate it.

Thank you~!

Update: I got Because it's You and The Best already. Thanks Zushi! :3

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I'm going to KILL anyone who DISobeys me =__= *GLARE

WTH?! x___x

Ughh~! Stupid computer project! I love computer. The thing is, i HATE Database and we have to hand in a database of a company completed with reports. It's freakin' confusing. i don't even know what to write in my stock control database.

You see, I'm making a database on the stocks of my dad's company. They sell car spare parts. And we all know that one kind of part or whatever has a lot of brands witch is further categories into more models for different cars. It can go up to 200 types.
My sensei asked me to choose one model only out of a million and use that in my database. I don't know but it's quite impossible because not all models are applicable any cars *sigh*

I should have chose stock control after all...
*feeling lifeless. Picked up a syringe with nothing inside but air and move right hand toward left hand are thinking of injecting myself with air. Ughh~ x____x* *Like Real!*

...Die... -_-

Gah! I feel like dying. I feel like Killing myself. I feel like there's no more hope in life. I feel like this world is gonna end on 4th June. Gahh...

Yea right, like i'm gonna suicide. I won't be that shallow. It's just an exam.
Ughh! i don't have the mood to study at all.
AHHH! OMG! i'm gonna fail! *turns pale and faint*

x___x i'm really gonna die if i don't study, won't i? *Went to find a corner to grow mushroom*

Blehx. *Fading away from earth*

Lesson of the day: You don't wanna study? you' re gonna end up dying like me unless you're uber smart or don't care about life -_-"

Guess What??

Arrgh! Im sooooo dead! im suppose to be studying right now for my upcoming exam which is like what...? In 2 days time! Im so dead. im so dead. Just cant help myself from going online :P cant resist...

my lil bro sprained his neck. ouch! pity him. He went to see a traditional massager already. that guy was suppose to make my brother feel better but NOOO. instead he made it worse. now his neck is sprained, painful and swollen. cant even turn his head. he hadnt been to school for 5days straight already. and his mid year exam is in the coming week. well, good luck to him.

Didnt go training last night. wonder what happened??

OMG! OMG! i saw a spongebob trash can last week at euroclassic. I wanna buy!!! but its sooo freaking expensive for a bin. haiz... maybe next time.

Oh ya! it was Miharu's Bday yeasterday. guess what i got her. two bottles of nail polish-pink and black- and a box of smarties choco. yumm~~

Natsume wasnt herself this morning. she wasnt in the mood for anything. thats just soooo wrong~ but i dont blame her. people's like that sometimes. well maybe 98.999999...% of the world's population has that moment before :

Oh sh*t! I wasted one hour already. gotta go now. NEED to study for my exam.

P.S. If u guys were wondering what training i've been going to, keep wondering coz im not gonna tell. heh~